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React To This

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I am.
In love with one,
Caught up with another,
You don't even return these feelings
Not anymore.
It takes some humility,
To say I love you,
And mean, I love you
For everything you were and are.
More complex still to say those words,
And know that you don't feel the same.
I wanted to kill her,
For not making you happy,
All I ever wanted was that.
How callous to pretend that I hate you,
Because hating just means I love you more
But how can I be so caught up with you,
When you don't even care anymore.
Still better:
I care for you and all that you are,
But can't say a word,
You won't understand.
But you are the one that was so understanding,
So helpful, when I was lost in myself.
And finally I have learned to react,
Interact with the people that seem to surround
And my own self-confidence is higher than ever,
Unless it's these thoughts
Bringing me down.
How can I fix this?
I know I never will,
And it does something horrible inside.
Some kind of rendering,
These memories to hard for me,
'Cause all I want is to be yours again.
Hard to start from square one,
With someone I don't know.
Hard to forget all we had.
So this kind of humility has me standing tall.
Maybe, you might understand.
React.
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Chachai's avatar
I just lived that myself....how i hated that girl, to wish her death and misery for all the rest of her life. I wanna hate him but all do i love him more...he was so helpful in the beginning but then he started to do that with her, how can i believe he still wanna help me? Now all i have left is me and those cut to remind me my pain... :(